February 2012
I have nothing but contempt, hatred and self...
I did nothing but be a wet blanket all evening.
Told everyone about listen to Adele and eating triffle with my hands.
The people I did like were taken.
Then I left after having a mini breakdown.
FFS hate myself.
I am so pathetic.
I can’t stop moping, I disgust my self
I basically told my other half my feelings last...
They haven’t replied.
At least I have my friends. Because all the horrible thoughts are coming back.
